Today i learnt after 2 years previously reporting a historical rape against myself, that due to no evidence or witnesses at he time they have been released without charge. Emptyness is a feeling im surely feeling right now amongst the humiliation and self worthless feelugs that are tryin to creep in. As a strong survivor i know that withing my strong will power that i can foresee these feelings that are trying to creep in and i say to myself over and over....."its in the hands of god now"!! Iam a survivor not a victim! Strength and future is my goal.